Diary of a Fat Girl Part 2

OK, so the weather has not been my best friend when it comes to this weight loss thing. Over the last few days its been rainy or too damn hot. And just to make matters worse after years of avoiding the scale I hopped on today to weigh myself for my weight loss log book... and the result was more then depressing. Turns out the number was greatly higher then what it was the last time I weighed myself and greatly higher then what I thought. After the initial shock I found my self even more motivated to lose weight. If I was determined before I am even more so now. The plan for tomorrow is too break out the belly dancing DVDs and try to get into doing those again. They are pretty intense so fingers crossed they'll help.

Diary of a Fat Girl

Well its been a long time coming but I’m finally going to try to start losing weight. After going for a short walk today I realized just how out of shape I really am. I have bought a pedometer and a walking log book and I’m going to start following that log book and get into walking. I know just walking wont do all that much but I’m taking this slow. I’m mainly aiming to get into the habit of walking right now, and trying to go longer and longer before I start to get tired. I need to build up my stamina. I’m really hoping that this will help to combat the sluggish feeling that I haven’t been ably to shake. I’ve tried to do this before but have failed every time, after one or two days I usually forget, stop caring, or get too lazy. Like everyone else I’m also really bad at the “I’ll start tomorrow” excuse, or the “I’ll just skip today and go twice as long tomorrow” excuse. I hope this time will be different, and to help I’m going to try to keep a diary here so that I can look back on whatever progress I make and maybe doing this will even help motivate me and keep me on track. Well… here goes nothing… :)

My Lush Collection

Ok as promised (promised to who I don’t know cause I have no followers… but what can ya do ;) ) here is a list of the Lush products that I have in my house. This is the fist time I’m actually counting everything so I’m sure I’m going to surprise myself here with just how much I actually have.

Soaps:
Rock Star
Porridge
Sexy Peel
Extra Virgin Olive
I Should Coco
Honey I Washed The Kids
Pineapple Grunt

Bath Bombs:
Butterball
Sex Bomb
AvoBath

Hand/Foot/Body Creams:
Fair Trade Foot Lotion
Lemony Flutter
Sympathy for the Skin
Dream Cream
Vanilla Delite Lotion

Shaving Creams:
Ambrosia
Razorantium

Cleansers/Toner Waters/ Toner Tabs:
Dark Angels
Fresh Farmacy
Coalface
Ultra Bland
Ocean Salt
Sweet Japanese Girl
Angels on Bare Skin
Mask of Magnaminty
Aqua Marina
Herbalism
Tea Tree Water
Vitamin C
Tea Tree

Moisturizers:
Imperialis
Celestial
Enzymion
Ultralight

Body Butters:
Buffy
Aqua Mirabilis

Lip Balms:
Honey Trap

Massage Bars:
Therapy
Soft Coeur
Strawberry Feels Forever
Mange Too
Wiccy Magic Muscles
Business Times
Shimmy Shimmy
Heavanilli
Play Your Cards Right

Shower Smoothies:
Almond & Coconut Smoothie

Solid Perfumes:
PotionVanillary

Hair Moisturizer:
H’suan Wen Hua

Solid Shampoo/Conditioner & Liquid Conditioner & Hair Gels:
Godiva
Karma Komba
Hybrid
Gentle Lentil
Trichomania
Jungle Conditioner
Veganese
King of the Mods
Goth Juice
Rehab
Curly Wurly
I Love Juicy

Dusting Powers:
Silky Underwear

Deodorants:
Aromaco
Aromarant
T’eo

Jellies:
Joy of Jelly

Buttercreams:
Almond Butter
Ring of Roses
Lemslip

Shower Gels:
Slammer
Freeze
Ghost

Emotibombs:
Up You Gets

Bath Belts:
Ceridwen’s Cauldron
Aqua Mirabilis

Bubble Bars:
Flosty Gritter
Ma Bar
Creamy Candy
The Comforter
Bathos
Pop in the Bath
A French Kiss
Pleasure Dough
Hollywood

.......WOW lol

My Addiction

I have something I need to get off my chest…. My name is Jill, and I’m addicted to Lush products. Not only do I have a shelf in my shower, but I also have a stash under the bathroom sink, some stuff on my dresser and make up table and a huge tool box FILLED with Lush products. My next post will be about some of the stuff I have and love. I’d do it now but its 3:40 in the morning and my brain shut down 2 hours ago lol.

in class....

Soooo I’m sitting here in my sex and folklore class bored out of my mind, you might think its interesting but its kinda the same as all folklore classes. Or it might just be because I’m in a lazy mood that I’m falling asleep. My friend just turned around and told me I look sick so I’m reeaallllyyy hoping that’s not the case. I hate being sick (but then again who actually likes it). So what I learned today: white liver is a folk sickness thought to be the result of being over sexed. That right! In more religious (surprise surprise) places if you have a high sex drive or if you like sex at all, you must be sick. Oddly enough this is mostly associated with women. Men actually complain when their wives want sex…..weird….. I guess the moral here is don’t go having sex boys and girls or you’ll get the evil white liver….. I don’t really know what that means buuuttt yeah…. This is totally going on top of the list of things I want to avoid, it’s right up there with not stepping on cracks in fear that my mothers back will without warning break.

Working for the Weekend

Sooooo I created this in like April and sat on my ass and did nothing with it lol sorry haha so here I am its 2:48 in the morning, I just finished writing a paper and I’m watching Dargonheart. I totally forgot about this movie lol I used to love it when I was younger . The weekend is almost here and once again I have to work allll weekend at a job that I hate. One might ask why I would stay at a job that I hate. Well the answer is I have like zero responsibility, not really a good thing, but it mean that they don’t make me do anything lol I serve people and sit on my ass for 8 hours. That being said I’ve been there for 3 years so I’ll looking into moving on to bigger and better things. If I had it my way I wouldn’t be working with people anymore… 3 years of having to put up with stupid people and their shit has made me want nothing more then to work in a room all by myself lol I mean really! There is only so many times you can put up with people asking for where something is, you telling them and having them look at you like your speaking Latin or something! Haha my fav has to be last Sunday when a woman came in and asked for breadcrumbs. I told her “in the white fridge” (we only have the one white fridge and come on! it’s a fridge! Its kinda hard to miss). She looks at me clearly not understanding so I repeat myself and pointed, once again she looked completely lost so I repeted myself again and once more before she pauses (a look of pure concentration on her face) and replies “oh you mean the fridge!” UGH!! Hahahah really!? Haha